planning my online store now.
need proper planning because i dont want to screw anything up.
that's about it, stay tune for more though, ciaos.

1,2,3.

Bored and feeling random at 12:38 am.

1)Bb's name on my hand using an uv pen!!
2)A long lost dress from OSF I found in my cupboard, okay that was really random.
3)Another random photo taken quite some time back with BFF.

Ps: I've lost the blogging vibe, mind you.

I think this is like super meaningful....................... "for this period, there may be alittle changes in your life; noone to wake you up, eat with you, quarrel with you. you may not get used to it, but after awhile, the smile you are having now, will be back eventually".

So yup, as usual I got real pissed off and irritated easily. Wish I was a better person at times. Someone who could control my emotions better and not let anyone else affect me mmhmm but sadly I just couldn't. Wish my face wasn't my face too cause I wanna have the perfect face but sadly noone is perfect. As perfect and fake as barbie. How ironic when people wanna be complete but yet do not wanna be fake. Then again, if they wanna be original, how would they define perfection?

"I kept thinking to myself; I had enough, enough of stabbing myself in the heart".

GLOOMY DAYS

I can practically shut down my blog but ugh, I guess I can just blog to myself now since it's like dead. So anyway, shit happens...... At the lowest point in my life now. If only time could rewind, my boyfriend would be with me, I won't be home on a Saturday night, BLOGGING. I would then have someone to cuddle to bed with, a shoulder to lean on, someone who would do almost everything with me, but I'm all alone now. 2days more to his birthday, no wait, it's past 12am so it should be 1 more day to his birthday but I can't celebrate it with him this year :'(

At the same time, I'm glad to see so many of my friends and his friends showing concern to the both of us. We will be strong, and stronger than ever, with all of your loves. During times like these I can really tell who were the one we called, "friends" :)

Please return to my side asap, I really couldn't make it without you. Everyone is waiting for your return. Please be safe alright. Whoever who sees this, I hope you could pray for him too.

Till then,
Xoxo

Just did my nails.
Lefty> righty cos' imma right hander.

So......... me and my parent's room phone cannot be used to place a phone call anymore. What's wrong with singtel? All these years it's fine but now all of a sudden we can only use the living room's phone. How inconvenient.... The amount of talktime in the house is getting lesser. Maybe this is one way for singtel to "cut-cost". How irritating. And my phone bill gets higher now..........

HOLID4YS

So.... the holidays are here and this break, i'm determined to tidy up my room, or maybe decorate my room a little. Start buying materials for the boy's birthday stuff. Yes i know it's still quite some time away from his birthday but i can't help planning alittle here and there. It's good to plan ahead, no? Just got back home last night, slept all the way till now, and am about to prepare and head out soon. Booked tickets for green lantern at 1930, yups.

Anyway i thought of starting a formspring account but i doubt i would have time to manage it. You see, my site is already dead. Follow me @violetsarebluee for more regular updates @twitter >_<

Update soon.
Ps: 21st, another month to go.. :(

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H4NDFOOTMOUTHDIS34S3.

So i guess those who are following me on twitter would know that i'm on a "4day long medical leave". To me 4days meant alot because... 1)my classmates are all mugging so badly for the exams 2)i had absolute nth to do at home everyday except eating and sleeping and using of laptop 3)i was bored till the extend of "thinking too much" about my sickness and ended up crying like a crybaby 4)hence, i had to resort to "sleeping pills" everyday to prevent myself from thinking that much 5)today's suppose to be my accounting paper!!!!! So i really need a breather, but i can't go anywhere since i'm sick, and the fact that i can't eat much, leads to a weak body system, so whenever i stood up, i had a slight headache. Tomorrow marks the day i'm "suppose" to return to school cause my mc's up. But judging from my body system, i doubt i'm able to return to school tmr. But what to do? Boredom kills. Shall visit the doctor again tmr if i'm nowhere better. Hopefully, i'd recover by tonight and head to school tmr because i miss my clique a whole lot! And not to mention, i'd definitely not want to miss out on the largest flea happening on sat by the FLB!

Would be doing an advertorial l8r on!

USS

Home is a place where we should be comfortable with. But I don't see myself being comfortable in my "home". Uggh, shouldn't blog about this but i need to rant you see.

Okay, pictures of USS with the boy! Stayed over at his crib the day before and we went janice's place for her bday celebration, was damn fun when all of us get to hang out tgt agn! Gna blog abt it in the next post. The next day we woke up quite late for USS and ended up entering the place at like 3pm?? LOL OKAY WHUT.

Cab back to the boy's crib and the boy send me home the nxt day, then he waited for me to wash up and stuff, and we head out agn. There goes my AWESOME WEEKEND :)

Enjoy your weekends cause the weekdays are like a battle, xoxo.

GOOD DAYS R OVAL.

So, the holidays are gonna be over in a blink of an eye. Well, every single day i've been going out and i hardly had time to speak to my parents. Been going over to the boy's crib almost everyday, or we'll head to town or smthg tgt. Days had never been so great before. The bad pt about the both of us being tgt is that we tend to care too much therefore we can quarrel over the slightest thing, and made up in awhile. We could even say the harshest words to each other but never meant it at all, and ended up taking back our words and cry and such.. I think the both of us are too similar in characters, we always use the same "stunts" on each other. Funny thing is, after all the crazy stuffs, we still remain as superglue.

Ytd was suppose to be 5411 @USS with my girls but i couldn't make it at the very last minute. So sorry but you girls should know that i love y'all still as much! Can't wait to see y'all when sch reopens! Let me post their photos at USS k? HEHEHE.

My lovely girls~


DREAD. SCH. SO. SO. MUCH.
CAN. THE. BLOODY. HOLIDAYS. LAST. FOREVER?

Anyway i've been pondering whether to conti schooling or not. Seriously pointless. Gotten back my results. So disappointing. This time round even though i've improved but i'm sure i've put in lots of effort as compared to the previous semester. End up, after trying so hard, my results improve SLIGHTLY only. Angry or not you tell me? SO MUCH FOR STUDYING. Been thinking about where life can get me to if this continues as well. I can't even see my future, i don't even know what i'm interested in, or what i want to be when i grow up. Maybe it's time to think. But then again, some dreams are too unrealistic. SIGH, LIFE IS SUCH.

Life is pretty much about the same old routine everyday isn't it? My life just sucked. So sick of going through the same old thing everyday, procrastinating from doing certain things, restricted to do certain things, and lastly my all-time laziness. Dreading reality so much, dreams are unrealistic, yet nth lasts forever. Esp good things are short-lived. SUCK THAT. Okay enough of me being all emotional before i bore everyone out.

Till then, goodbye, xoxo.

Dead blog. I'm more active @facebook or you can also follow me @violetsarebluee (twitter). Anyway its the holidays now. And everyday seems so busy. I'm seriously having lack of sleep. Fyi, i'm on the way to work and then prolly head to USS after that. Nightlife, work, spending time with the loved ones. Pictures will be up next week. Ciaos!

BADBADAY COMES IN A CHUNK

Okay I think I lost the blogging vibe. Totally don't know what to blog about. Nothing interesting lately. Or maybe there is? Where should I start from? Maybe I shall blog about today? How today sucks, how today was one of the worst day of my life and how I know it sucked so much was because I WROTE ON MY DIARY TODAY. Okay lah, I know no big deal about writing on a diary. But to me, it always is a big deal! I only wrote on my diary on "rainy days" which means to say, when I'm rlly rlly rlly very upset, and I always tear while I wrote on my diary. CONFIRM. So ya lor, today rlly suck max! Let's start from 12midnight of today okay? From 12am I was talking on the phone with someone and I've been crying from like 12mn all the way to, let's say, 4am or so? Then when I woke up from my sleep, I quarrelled with mommy because of money issue. Then I cried, AGAIN. Not because of the money issue but because she made me feel so touched. Okay lah, I know I love her ALOT. But continue reading on. In the noon, I went over to x's place. Then after that, went to collect my contact lenses. Cry AGAIN. So embarrassing lor! In the shop somemore! The person must be thinking, this person siao one lor. Then when I went home, mommy screwed up my spaghetti because she forgot to add some ingredients. I threw a big fuss and nearly went mad at her. YES LITERALLY MAD. Then what's new? Cry again lor. Then I was damn damn damn guilty about it. Today was the worst day ever.

And if you would like to know why I was so upset with you, here it is:
-i don't want to always end off a quarrel with just a sorry, and history keeps repeating
-and because whenever the word "sry" is involved, i'll just let it pass and.... same thing agn.

PS: I've got so much to say, but I find it pointless.
Cause no matter what I say, you'll try to make it right for yourself.

PPS: Or is it true that everyone in my life are meant to disappoint me?
The more impt you are to me, the more you disappoint me? Is this the way things are suppose to be? I shouldn't say so much. Dlted all tht i'm suppose to say. Guess I needed a break.

I'm on wordpress.com lately.
Will be doing short updates there instead.
If you're following me on twitter you may know the web
or you could ask me for it, lost the blogging vibe lately.
Anyway, cny is approaching! Cheers.

Boredom kills

xmas @town:




So Imma keep this space alive by updating more frequently. Today's a friday, and I'm at home. Been forever since I stayed at home on a friday night. Due to my awesome friends who knew we couldn't make it but yet leave it till today. I really dislike having my weekends unplan and keeping it till the last minutes. I don't know is it just me or what? But I just dislike screwed up plans.

OHYA. You guys should rly take a look at all her videos on clicknetwork.
Some of the videos for example the one on boob job rly got me laughing.
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=3&p=25&v=380 SEE SEE SEE! She quite QT what.

CNY's approaching. Where to shop? Everyone in town is almost wearing the same stuff bought from common places, online clothings, some not true to picture, some sizes don't tally at all. Sadly, this is life in singapore. Everyone is just so common.
Whenever you walk afew steps down the street, you can literally saw a handful of people wearing the almost same kind of clothings, sometimes same brand, same pattern even. And nowadays almost everyone has an iphone, ipad, itouch blah blah blah.

Exactly one month from now (I think) it's gonna be the time whereby couples get to cuddle tgt, go for a movie, exchange sweet little gifts. Yes yes, valentine's day LOR! Then singles how ah? All coop at home and tuck in bed and sleep the day away! AWESOME. Of course not lah! Who gurantees that you'd be attached every single year on valentine's day man! So better not forget your friends every year if you don't want to be a loner on v's day. Actually valentine's day celebrate with friends also quite awesome one leh. I rmb in secondary school we girls even had a last minute present exchange lor. Rly is damn last minute. We all just got whatever we could find in our house and put it in a box/wrap it up. Quite cute okay. Till now the "gifts" still in my hse lor! So maybe girlfriends should rly celebrate v's day tgt. Awesome? Awesome!

PS: All the above was purely crap.
PPS: I was way too bored thus I need to keep myself occupied by blogging.
PPPS: Korean dramas and GG is like the SEX nowadays :)