finally everything is okay today. last night i had to blast music to sleep. at last someone is there & told me to be strong. i cannot let myself be known as weak and afraid (: cried, but i cannot breath a word out to you. no matter what step i decide to take, i just cannot neglect your feelings, but what about mine? at times i really feel like giving up, but, love? okay, period.

anyway am very elated this morning cause dad finally talks to me after so much of all these nonsense, and the thing that really get me high was that, they allow sf to move in with us, so yup, im damn happy ok, everyone out there reading pls don't dampen my mood, hahaaha!

oh lastly, rumours surely spreads fast. must be some slut who told him. but overall am glad that we still stay in contact, nono, we've not change a single bit, time changes us. 2 years plus leh. lol.