Monday, January 26, 2009

we started as 1, ended as 2. all this while, i thought i've been trying my best to be a gd gf, but i still failed. i hurt you, i broke those promises, the next thing, you're gone.

those times with you are the only thing i could cling onto, now that you're gone and not with me, to face these sadness.

rmb during holidays we went around plaza.s to look for jobs, how we take turns to ask. rmb when you acc me for my interview at bugis till the day i quitted? almost all those days you were there with me. i still rmb you guys spamming the boss number just because she made us wait.

i rmb, there's one day where we all ton, and they were all at void deck and i went to the playground alone. you came to keep me accompany. you lie down on my leg, we both talked quite alot.

i rmb every single thing you did for me. i admit at times i act as though i was strong and i don't care, but deep down, i'm really happy you did everything you could for me. from ignoring me, quarreling with me, to getting jealous. every moment i knew there's you beside me, i'm really happy.

if we can start all over again, i promise i will never hurt you, i'll do everything to made you happy.

i told u this:" you used to dote on me the most.." your answer:"because you hurt me too much.." i was crestfallen. now who gets hurt the most? you.

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