hi, if it's gonna be a month long i don't think i'll be blogging anymore too. i just realise how fucking selfish these ppl are. not all, just some. i just realise how insignificant i am to all of your. coming in and out of your life. guess it's just a phase of your life, isn't it? i got totally no mood, who knows? only know how to ask why. i can only pretend, pretend, pretend. and never stop pretending. gonna be no life for one month, yes, pretend and act as if i've got life. i seriously hope tmr it will be unsucessful, because if things turn out to be ok, so what? does it affect any one of your? no. not forgetting some kind souls who specially came early in the morning. but. so what, so what, so what? don't ask me why anymore. i'm tired of pretending everything. bye.

update: ps, selfish people finally giving in to me. unlike thm or wht?!
psps, i'm happy now cos' manage to order an oversized top online
& the most awesome thing, though need to wait till tues to collect, but i don't need to travel!!