To someone so important.

I don't know, but i just felt that you're so very affected by my rash decision
that night. I know it was a stupid decision and i don't mean to leave you at
all. If after what that happen and you're so going to treat me this way, then go
ahead. I don't see why i could forgive your 'grave' mistake and you not
forgiving my small mistake. Trust. Maybe we're lack of it. Or really do time
work? This two days we're just not the same, you knew it. If you want it this
way, by all means. But i didn't know that you're really that important at the
start. I only realise it, day after day. I truly appreciate what you claim
you've done for me/yourself. We need mutual trust. Let's hope we'll both keep to those promises. Needed you, so much. I solemnly promise that all of the above statements are true.

I just hate it so much. You won't know till you have a taste of the feeling. No more turning back, only moving forward. Daily twist and turn. Why do i have to know so much yet know so little. Stop. This. Shit.

Beautiful, perfect without flaws, lovely with it's ups and downs just right. Turning to something so ugly, so imperfect. Yes, it's a nightmare.