I really don't know what i want... (inserts thousnads of question marks here) numb, maybe im already numb now. holding on is easy but letting go takes a hundred years, (if u get the drift). Contented enough with wht i've nw, but i knw such gd things will nt last, or do thy? hell will soon be the only option left.

Went tamp today to meet h> s came over and we went to get her mc> met n for a tad while> c came over to meet us> home.