Cherish

Dear diary.

Day 2, I was so lost. My heart and my mind were all in a mess. Tell me, if it's real? Some truth are best not to be known, isn't it? Although afterall, i lose you, but still, the truth made me realise how much you meant to me. I regretted not expressing my feelings earlier. Now it all seems pointless. If I were to amend my mistakes, will you let me start over again? Will you know how I felt when you walk away. Do you know that it's not I don't care, it's because I wanted your attention. Yes, i'm deprive of your attention. Actually, I don't even know what I really wanted anymore. Why do I only learn after falling, each and every time? I really don't wna fall anymore, each and every bit is killing me now. Why are promises meant to be broken?
"We look for different things in a relationship", I really wish you were different, because I thought you were "the one".

With love, xxx.

You and i, think differently.