BADBADAY COMES IN A CHUNK

Okay I think I lost the blogging vibe. Totally don't know what to blog about. Nothing interesting lately. Or maybe there is? Where should I start from? Maybe I shall blog about today? How today sucks, how today was one of the worst day of my life and how I know it sucked so much was because I WROTE ON MY DIARY TODAY. Okay lah, I know no big deal about writing on a diary. But to me, it always is a big deal! I only wrote on my diary on "rainy days" which means to say, when I'm rlly rlly rlly very upset, and I always tear while I wrote on my diary. CONFIRM. So ya lor, today rlly suck max! Let's start from 12midnight of today okay? From 12am I was talking on the phone with someone and I've been crying from like 12mn all the way to, let's say, 4am or so? Then when I woke up from my sleep, I quarrelled with mommy because of money issue. Then I cried, AGAIN. Not because of the money issue but because she made me feel so touched. Okay lah, I know I love her ALOT. But continue reading on. In the noon, I went over to x's place. Then after that, went to collect my contact lenses. Cry AGAIN. So embarrassing lor! In the shop somemore! The person must be thinking, this person siao one lor. Then when I went home, mommy screwed up my spaghetti because she forgot to add some ingredients. I threw a big fuss and nearly went mad at her. YES LITERALLY MAD. Then what's new? Cry again lor. Then I was damn damn damn guilty about it. Today was the worst day ever.

And if you would like to know why I was so upset with you, here it is:
-i don't want to always end off a quarrel with just a sorry, and history keeps repeating
-and because whenever the word "sry" is involved, i'll just let it pass and.... same thing agn.

PS: I've got so much to say, but I find it pointless.
Cause no matter what I say, you'll try to make it right for yourself.

PPS: Or is it true that everyone in my life are meant to disappoint me?
The more impt you are to me, the more you disappoint me? Is this the way things are suppose to be? I shouldn't say so much. Dlted all tht i'm suppose to say. Guess I needed a break.